the next level of my life

August 10, 2008

As a teenager there’s a lot of stages that I have to surpass and it is not easy. For each life crisis I have to attain before I can go to the next level of stages. All my lapses, insecurities, inferiorities and belongingness must be examined. . . Way back past years, I have been desperate to fight the temptations that could rob my hapiness. Despearate not just to be called a child of God but also in doing.            

‘Twas about nine hours and fifty minutes ago that Im turned twenty. yep my age is increasing but I have nothing to worry, it was just a number its just signifies that Im still dreaming and alive.

              In twenty years of living here in this world, I have a lot of learnings and realizations about myself as a daughter, a sister, a cousin, a friend, a classmate, a peer, a youth, as an individual,  as a human.

I have learned that people needs to understand and be understood and the best way to understand people is to listen to them. That material things might be broken,could be disposed. That people may die for it is nature.And I have to accept it. Even in intimate relationships, in friends, which are common and simple, true and real.May not last forever. That the way we conduct ourselves would be the way other will treat us.And those, I have to thank the people around me, who touches, bring joy and hapiness and a part of my life. especially to God that I have experienced it all.