A gentle touch

December 28, 2008
A gentle brush of his fingers,
sending shivers down my spine.
in the love i see in his eyes
is a love that equals mine.

He greets me with a smile,
and leaves me with a kiss.
If he were to ever leave me,
I couldn’t imagine what i’d miss.

Or maybe its his touch,
or the way he makes me feel.
But whatever it is,
I’m head over heels.

Being Incomplete during Christmas

December 25, 2008

Celebrating our Christmas incomplete is so sad…For example like my family, it is our first time to celebrate our Christmas without my eldest sister! (hay….it so sad….makawala og gana muka.on that time…)but then, we need to accept it that she need to work in other country for her future and also for us. its around 11 p.m december 24 my eldest sister called us. she usually called in my fathers phone but in that night my father was so busy that time thats why i was the one who answered the call.when i say hello……shocks! my ate is crying…..(super! to da max ang hilak!!)sigh…..when i heard her crying..(ning hilak pud ko`g apil..drama au…)you know why?! my sister told me that she was only the who left in thier plot because her other plotmates was on duty..(in other words nag celebartes xa og x-mas na xa lang isa!) i felt pity when i heard that from her..(pero wala xa`y mahimu nganu bitaw gusto mag abroad!)….Well….i hope that my eldest sister will not celebrating new year alone…(hay lu-oy pud xa..huhuhuhuhu)..Merry Christmas EveryONE!…

How Amazing

December 23, 2008

You are the creator of the universe
Creator of all I see
It is truly amazing
When I speak, you actually listen to me

To my knees I will drop
And let the words flow
To The Fathers ears
I know my prayers will go

Some say it is silly
Some call it nonsnse
To pray to something you cant see
I may not see you, but I feel your presence 

You are the creator of the universe
Creator of all I see
It is truly amazing
When I speak, you actually listen to me

I am a sinner, one who stumbles and falls
Still in my heart of hearts
I know
I can come to the Creator of ALL

Thank you Lord
For loving me
Thank you for forgiving me
My Lord of Lords,

Who one day
I shall see 

Online Dating

December 22, 2008

People nowadays are always or mostly interact in internet a technology that’s why most of them meet new friends or even, they meet their special someone through internet. Some of us depends their fate in love in the internet. And as we all know many in this world use the internet technologies by meeting new people or to communicate different people using online dating, chatting and etc. sometimes if we feel alone, we of course do something just to enjoy are self and one why to make get out in that loneliness we usually talk to someone for use to relieve those loneliness that we felt inside our heart or for us to be feel happy we need somebody to be with. But, while we think all of those things we didn’t know where to find that person and all of us want that before mingle to somebody or to d ate with somebody we should know him first if possible his/ her background. ZomOnDating.com is a site where we can find that person who we want to be with or whom we what o date with even trough online dating. Because in this site there are a lot of services that they can offer to their clients like ethnic dating sites, religious dating, adult dating, and they also give us special dating sites. If you are searching for lasting relationships, browse the section Long-Term & Marriage.

The Rain

December 21, 2008

Tears so many falling down my face
how many times does this make
I watch the the rain , falling down
outside my window pane
so many drops I can’t count
The way my tears fall, no way to know the amount

I don’t have all the answers but I ask why me
why the rejection continues to be
Sometimes I wonder why do I cry at all
A whisper tells me it is to cleanse and not form a wall

The rain as it falls seems to be my tears
having come to wash away all my fears
Letting me know somewhere someone does care

That same whisper I hear so clear
tells me no more pain no more tears
God’s love will wash away my fears …

and then with a touch of His loving hand
He helps me to stand
knowing that one day
and it may come soon
the man He sends,will help me to see
I went through this as he was waiting for me
A plan put together so long ago
Only then I didn’t know
At long last i’m assured
As he walks in the door…
I hear the drops as they sing to my heart
The sweet smell as it falls…The Rain 

Life Without You

December 16, 2008
I think about you every single day,
I cry over you each and every night.
Only when I’m breathing are you in my thoughts,
only when I’m sleeping can I hold you like once before.
Crying has become an everyday ceremony
and missing you is like a never ending road without any exits.
I will wait for you until the last breath escapes my lungs,
my love for you will expire when God commits his first sin.
I was once asked what I thought Heaven would be like.
My answer was "Kiss him and you will know"
Maybe one day we could be together.
Maybe one day all my dreams will come true and you will be mine.
But its seems as if your dreams are my nightmares,
and of course your happiness is what matteres most.
Even if your happiness includes her instead of me.

WHY AM I SUCH AN EMOTIONAL WRECK?

December 10, 2008
Suffering the loss of a love is a true emotional crisis. Emotional abandonment can be as painful as grief over death, perhaps even more. This grief can burrow deep within us where it undermines our self esteem, wreaking havoc on our lives and even interfering with future relationships if left unchecked. This can happen when we don’t learn how to properly handle the intense feelings that abandonment and rejection can have on us.

Rejection and unrequited love can create a very deep and personal wound. It undermines our sense of self worth and destroys our security. We may feel intense feelings of panic, anxiety, hopelessness, longing, isolation, self-blaming, anger, resentment, helplessness, unworthiness, and despair.

BIRTHDAYS

December 8, 2008

All kids love birthdays
All grown-ups despise them.
I wonder why this is?
Kids get presents but grown-ups get older.
They say they don’t have birthdays anymore.
Kids count the days until their day has come.
Grown-ups count their imaginary gray hairs.
But one thing is true.
Everyone, in one point in their life, loves birthdays.

The Yellow Rainbow

December 7, 2008
Way way up way up in the sky
I am sitting on a rainbow
Holding tight so I won’t slide
I am sitting on a yellow rainbow
Yeah my baby
It is a yellow rainbow

There is no green
There is no red
There is no blue
Purple or any other hue
Yet it is a rainbow
A rainbow of seven yellow stripes…

Nahh dont let me slide
Dont let me fall
Keep me up there
Way way up up in the sky
Atop my rainbow
With seven yellow stripes….!

Gift of You

December 5, 2008
One time in the saddest night
I saw the moon in silver gray
My soul travels, feeling out of sight
Of memories, come what may

A coldest touch of Heaven
From whistling wind upon my face
A silver token was given
Of shining stars, full of grace

But why of these tears that flows
“Why am I crying?” I sigh
Upon this eye tears keep on flowing
Reminiscing of those memoirs, I start to cry

In the darkest moment of the night
I felt your warm hand upon my back
I turn and saw a dazzling light
Upon my face, a touch of luck

The past years seems so bad
I always cry and tried so hard
But every time I saw no view
I just look back and feel the gift of you