My High school Days
all of this started during my freshman years.it was first day of classes when I first saw him.it was like like a bolt of blue that strucked me. i was really mesmerized by his eyes,for it was brown my favorite. he was so cute and he has everything that i could ask for so I had hard time approaching him and I was too shy. I feel like I was secretly in love with him,but i was too confused if that was love, maybe puppy or infatuation??that time we just talk sometimes ike when he asks me a question i would answer vice versa and nothing more. and he had a crush with another girl.how sad
summer of 2003 came and I missed him to the highest level.but I cant do anything because we dont have communication etc. and i wished that we would still be classmates.
Sophomore year came , and I was very happy to find out that we were still classmates.But like 1st year we were still very cold with each other. and that time we were seat mates or cheat mates,we were sharing our answers a lot during tests,. we talked a lot and we became very close during that quarter.and he really interests me and we have many things in common . on the next quarter unfortunately we weren’t seat mates anymore and I really was too shy to approach him first. I really hate my pride.and maybe he was also shy..I could sense. I was in the back and he was in the front row, i usually look at him when his not looking,glance for a while etc. and when I knew ha had a crush/love on someone I was really disappointed and hurt because that girl was so perfect.so i started forgetting about him gradually,even though it hurts..
junior year..recent. on our first quarter really started forgetting about him and i could only remember him sometimes for I was making myself too busy just too forget him.and after our intramurals it was one lousy evening when suddenly someone texted.me I asked his name and it was him.. my heart jumped that time and starting that day we bacame very close in texting and in personal.then we became bestfriends.. we always laugh together.and when he had gone here in our house I was so happy and “kilig to the bones” he would sing to me a song while playing the guitar we really had fun. but I asked him who is your crush and he said our classmate "MAY". it was so painful for my part for i didn’t expect that. and he was asking my help on how to approach MAY.. so with all the pretentious acts i give him advices .I dont wanna say anything about my feelings to him,, I dont want our friendship to be broken. But I really cry at night without him knowing it .whenever he asks me some tips i tend to hold my tears.
And until senoirs days he asks me what to do..I feel something for him but i think he doesnt feel anything 4 me.he just treat me as his bestfriend. But Im contented right now.. ILL just move on. maybe I can find someone,,dont have the guts to tell him,hate my pride. but now im happy and satisfy because God give me a boyfriend that realy care and loves me.
