Loneliness to Jealousy

July 26, 2009

Loneliness made me jealous of people who weren’t lonely because I thought that I didn’t deserve this kind of cruel treatment. I pictured myself as a very kind, caring and loving person and it came to me as a shock when people didn’t recognize that right away. As I went up hunting for happiness, I saw a lovers going to the movies. Seeing this, I remembered the good old days when me and my u know!!!.

 

Jealousy roared within me like hot lava waiting to erupt. I envied everyone around me, including my brother. While wondering in my room alone, I had an outburst of anger, and started screaming at God, asking him what I had done to deserve this harsh treatment. It wasn’t my fault that I was shy and reserved, but I kept my faith in him, although I felt that it was hopeless. Jealousy took over my world and my soul, leading to sadness.

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