Everything was out of the blue
He broke up with me 3 months ago with no real, legitimate reason. Everything was out of the blue. So unexpected. I don’t understand. It is like a switch gone off in his head and he turned into a completely different person. I thought he was one of the decent guys but, I was obviously wrong. How can a person be so mean and forget that another person has actual feelings? Girls aren’t robots, you know. I’m so angry with him in the past ( tong una.. tong wala pako naka realize…)but now I already forgive him cause its so hard to move on if you still feel angry on the person who broke your heart its not easy to do..yes! Its true!! But we must do and accept it. Anyways, its for our self.. But there are times that I missed him and if its happen I think another things to put it on my mind so that I can avoid thinking on him..
Lately, I try holding my head up high and putting that smile on my face around everyone and other times I just break down and start crying hysterically. It’s an emotional roller coaster and I know everything will get better and I’ll get over everything but I wish the end of this would come quickly already. I can’t waste my time caring about him and thinking about how he’s gone and feel sorry for myself. But Im hoping that someday we will be okey and im happy for him right now and I should also thank him for all the things that he had been given to me..the ♥ and care..im not a perfect person and all of us committed mistakes. I’m gonna try to be happy starting right now and try to forget about my past with him. I can do this!!. I know I can!!!! Though it’ll be hard but I know God will help me and everything will turn out okay.
